TheCupcakeCow

End of the month blues again however needing to grab some cash for unexpected costs!
I need to make roughly £250 so any little helps and sharing the journal is a big help 💜 prices below and thanks.
This time bonus If you would like a couple/ two chars in one image it will not cost extra !

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Sometimes I wonder why I am such a fuckup. I dont take my meds properly, I cant afford my meds now, I cant afford food. Cant even really afford to live at the moment and all feels spiralling out. People telling me its ok then happy to take lots of money off me knowing im not eating or sleeping well. Losing friends because I cant scramble past all my anxious thoughts and paranoia.. becoming a miserable shell of a person and I can feel it so this makes me feel worser for the people I have remaining. Im at a point where I am struggling to form a bond with anyone and Im not even sure why.. it feels like I have no connection to anything. I just want to be happy and normal but for the past two years it feels like im spiraling down a deep hole and I cant function mentally or physically cause I ruined myself. I miss the going out and funny me, really do.//

So I am about -£74 in the bank and I would appreciate any shares towards my offering for commissions to try and bridge the amount so Im not chewing into my next months wage because I am very desperately needing that for other payments coming out. Big thanks to all who share <3 any questions feel free to PM

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